Exactly as the title says. From going to work, seeing friends, cleaning the bathroom, making my bed, flossing. It's like I'm just not interested in my own life anymore. I'm overweight and attending Slimming World, but now I feel no achievement in that either and slowly going back to overeating.
My job is dead end, despite getting me lab experience specific to my degree. But now I'm reflecting on whether I picked subjects I thought were practical rather than what I would love. So here I am, no motivation in my work, lost interest in saving to buy a wee one bed flat for myself (parents were eager that I take advantage of Help to Buy).
I don't like my life right now and want to change it. Trouble is I feel overwhelmingly negative most days and lacking in energy. I do some things, like a dance class once a week, but last time I was still angry from work and brought it to the session, instead of letting go.
How do you pick yourself up when all you want to do is curl up and forget everything?