So following on my last post, where I talked about my behavior and how I act around certain people, I've read a little more about paranoia and mental illness related to it. I've come to believe that a lot of my thoughts and actions stem from paranoia. Which now I feel like this was obvious, yet I still somehow overlooked the possibility. Anyways, I'm not sure if this paranoia stems from anxiety, low self esteem, or another source. I've only read a little about paranoia and paranoid delusions. They talk about it stemming from "Delusional Disorder" in which the person suffers from an irrational belief or suspicion that can be completely absurd or something within the realm of possibility. I feel, with my limited understanding of the disorder, that this describes what may be going on in my head. I'm not sure, nor have I been diagnosed with this disorder or any other mental illness, aside from ADHD. Not that I've ever reached out to anyone for any of my mental health concerns. What do you think?