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[Ohroos]

Feel Ike every fight, every snapped world every raised voice is all my fault starting to feel like I have failed as a mother a person an wife I guess so don't k ow what to do and. Or seeing much I. A way of a solution just waiting for that one big fight that one that tips me over the Euro end it all and so far it seem closer every day start looking thinking best way to go and where, felling a little screwed up and angry and hated and just not worthy of any of it all fell like I pushing away every one and my husband don't care when we fight I have every thing to heart and it plays over in my head don't k ow what to do

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First of all the fact that you're reaching out explaining your problem eliminates any trace of being a 'bad' wife or mother. You're putting a lot of pressure on yourself when you're burnt out. I can't help with any marriage experiences, however i can reassure you that what you're thinking isn't the facts. You have your place in the world my dear, your husband, your children, they love and will always need you. That's a special thing to be needed by someone, I think so anyhow. You seem overwhelmed at the moment,so no doubt you feel like running away and telling everyone to do one! I often feel like a ticking time bomb. Take some time for you, to readjust, as this is just a temporary mind set. PROMISE!

What has triggered these awful feelings?

big love.

Juice. xxx

[MAS_Nurse]

Hi Ohroos, I'm sorry to hear that things are so very difficult for you at the moment and want to reassure you that you are not alone. It is good that you have reached out to other members of the community to explain how you are feeling and juicylucymillward has given a helpful and supportive reply. Have you been to see your GP to explain how you are feeling?Do make an appointment as soon as you can so that you can receive some help and support, so that you can start to feel better. You may find that the Pinned Posts [to the right of the screen] helpful. If you are in the UK, you can call the Samaritans National number on 116 123. It is often helpful if you do something you enjoy for a short time. Stay in contact on the forum and let us know how you are getting on. Best wishes.