I really do not know what to do, I've tried talking to people, medication, other activities but I either mess it up, hurt people or do something wrong or they don't work. My anxiety and panic attacks have reached the point, I don't want to get out of bed. I've pushed away everyone I love and I just feel alone. I'm trying so hard but I can't stop this feeling of low and pain. I've been drinking everyday just to get out of bed! I just want to be better but I don't see a light. I just don't want to be here, please just let it stop and let me die. I just want it to stop!!