For the past, I'd say 3/4 months, me and my boyfriend have been causing almost every day. He knows my past where I used to suffer with depression a lot more than what I do know and used to go down a path I didn't want to visit again. But recently, I've not been able to trust myself and have become incredibly scared that I'm going to lose him or even end up going back down the path I promised my mother I wasn't going to go back into. However, more recently the arguments started to happen a lot more and I'd always end up crying whereas it seems like it doesn't bother him.. I have so many questions and yet I feel as if he cannot even give me a straight answer anymore.. Like does he love me? Does he even want to be with me anymore? Is he even bothered anymore? All I need is advice..can anyone help?