A light came on!!

[aaustinintexas]

its like i was standing in a dark room for months and i met it head on and said thats it i aint taking this no more! I sat in the water felt the sun onmy face i truly wss sitting in Gods good grace and im stll happy I went up to Hot Springs were my husband always took me stayed in the same room in the same hotel I wasn't sure were i was going when I left home but that's were I went and I prayed and I feed the ducks and I also took my weapon somthin g was going to give and now I'm reading that first post Alone and its like I did not write it that dark cloud is gone ! i read the positive words of yall Its almost like getting REBORN I can't explain it really but I'm laughing making jokes reaching out to it to family members I have not talk to in years but best of all I have a lot of answers call it revelations I'm having them again I don't know what happened it wasn't one thing it was that thing on top of another thing then something worse than THAT thing happened wete tslking deaths, relationships ,nad words spoken , and I managed to hold my on and allow the muck to have its way only I wouldn't join in the negativity so said things like your wrong or u are going to regret this one day I was trying to make them feel better while my life was getting torn out from under me at their hands somtimes to so feel like a snuck I know now what I didn't know then and that's all I care to find out I have gotten up had eggs and toast read my bible done mediation and walked I never will let things get me down that low again thanks to everyone who supported me in. my crises

[Whatssup]

That just feels so amazing for you. Wow!

Keep up with all those positive things you have and embrace the new lease of life.

Hope you have a great day.