I'm new here, I am 19 and I have just finished my first year at uni. 3 weeks into the term my mum passed away after being ill for about a year. I had depression before she got sick but it got much worse. I had uni to kinda hold me together, now that I have finished I am really struggling to do anything with my time. I have started a job waitressing and I am really struggling to pretend to be happy and smile, which is pretty important when waitressing, and people keep asking me if I'm okay. I was just wondering if anyone has any advice on how to get through day to day really, I am constantly fighting the urge to burst into tears at work and I would really like to be able to cope with working as I need the money.