Giving up / not trying

[Kittykatxxxxx]

I am finding it hard not to give up at the moment . I feel very ill . I'm in chronic pain my whole body aches and my psoriasis is itching me and makes me feel self conscious .

It's hard for me to do stuff . I feel so far away from anything that . With my issues everything is so much harder .

I'm finding it hard to control my jealousy of other people's lives . I'm single unemployed and miserable . I've tried so many things to change my situation but it never changes. It usually ends in a disaster .ive never been in a good relationship or had any decent friends in my life ( I've met a couple of nice people ).

I feel so disconnected with the world . I've got so much to change , it is overwhelmingly. I've got nothing.

Anyone got any tips ?

Sorry to be such a misery .

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cut back on the jealousy.

when i was a young man..i didnt have much and as i didnt have an education the only work for me was on building sites do the donkey work.

people worked less then me and got paid more🤔 ..working my way up in the building trade i work in some of the most beautiful homes in the world...as still a donkey.

never ever jealous and i was always smiling.

thats two tips...😏