I suffer with Crohn's disease, sarcoidosis and rheumatoid atheritus. I'm a car dealer in south Manchester, I've been pushing myself working 50 hours Monday to Friday to prepare for weekend calls. It's my passion and my livelihood, but 3 weekends have passed and no phone calls.
Bring self employed is bringing a lot of stress on my life and flaring my diesases up. I end up napping in the day at the weekend.
If I'm not making money it makes me very emotional. I put 110% effort into my business I have some very happy PREVIOUS customers.
Sometimes just a bit of motivational help spurs me on but today I feel like I'm in a hole.
I really struggle with my weight lost 4kg since Christmas. I train hard in the gym and yet no gains. I'm 29 years old and people comment say I look 35. All this stress has took a toll on me.
I don't know why I'm posting this perhaps a little rant to myself as my Circle if friends is very small.
thanks for reading