Im new to all this but thought id give it a try. I came across this site through looking at symptoms of bipolar, i havent been diagnosed with either bipolar or depression. But seeing symptoms associated with both, i can relate to so many. I am generally a guy that takes each day as they come, i hate making plans for future it scares me, which is a weird feeling because i know this is the "norm" but i just cant seem to do it. This is causing a whole lot more problems as i recently got married to love of my life but she is a planning kind of person. I find myself getting very anxious and aggetated almost angry as soon as talk emerges that involve plans. Ive found that im quite depressed have sleepless nights but still restless and feel the need to be doing something. I cant relax, i get moody, aggetated ive also noticed im getting my words jumbled up, ive got to a stage where im worrying about my future as though i havent got one. I do feel upbeat about things but then i get a knock back and instead of persisting i go 20 steps back and give up and this has lasted a ridiculous lengh of time before i feel the urge to get up and do something,
I know i may not of made much sense because this is the problem i have with my thoughts/actions they dont make sense which is really frustrating! But im hoping that to you guys that read this are able to get where im coming from.