Hi I have posted on here a few times about my life and how I feel. I have depression I know that. My husband soon to be ex has moved on and got a girlfriend but to be honest I can't seeing lasting long as he can't help but cheat and lie but I know I have to sit back and watch. I'm not a cruel person but what he has done to me has really effected me. I have found myself dating a really nice guy and took me out for a meal and we have a great laugh. He messages me everyday which is lovely but I'm scared because of my past. My husband(ex) used to hit me not everyday but looking back it was physically,mentally and emotional abuse. I'm not rushing into anything with this new man but I have told him about my past and seems to understand but I don't even know if I could ever get close to another guy and I want that loving relationship but I'm just scared incase he turns round and hits me what do I do?