Depressed to in pain to pain pill addict to anxiety and depression to benzodiazepines...help me getting methadone clinic help now alcoholic

[nickh]

Title says it perfect started at 14 bow I'm almost 26 please. Help I'm desperate any advice is apptreciated beyond human belief

[Piggysqueak]

oh love , I do feel for you I'm depressed cause I'm in pain now I can't live without opioid pain relief and diazepam I'm a lot older than you and have said makes me cross I never tried any drugs before I was ill it was a joke but I can see the connection an alcohol never drink now cause of my health problems .I don't know how to help you nick h but feel free to tell me more if I'm still awake or what about 111 are you in crisis ? your no less of a person just cause you face more battles ,have you tried Samaritans or a&e . just remember there are people who care and I hope can help you. I suffer from illnesses that could be cause d by alcohol but there not my GP has even asked me where I hide my booze oh he also called me a junkie .I so hope your treated better I'm sure you will be or I hope so my GP would treat me better if I owned up to a problem I don't have .hope your ok love sorry can't help but if you need help please ring for it now love Squeak xx ps good luck love

[Stilltrying_]

Boy it sounds like you are going through a nightmare; it sounds like the pain and the pills are causing your head to be in a terrible mess. If in urgent need of help don't hesitate to phone A and E or walk in there.No they probably won't give you the emotional support you no doubt need but they will save your life if it is in danger.

No easy answers except that sometimes I get like this when I'm trying different tablets to try and control the pain and sometimes it feels like the pain is terrible the tablets aren't working but are messing with my head. ( I have arthritis and rheumatism)

I would suggest a very gradual reduction of tablets ; you say you are alcholic too; you need some sort of detox programme I would have thought but don't try going cold turkey or experimenting with it yourself; do it with medical guidance.

Then when you are ready you may want to deal with the issues one by one. Sometimes if we can get a physical thing under control we can then start to work bit by bit on each issue that we need to work on.

You sound so desperate in your post and I am just hoping you got the help you needed last night. Do check in again whenever you want to let us know how you're getting on but I understand this may obviously take time.

Hugs to you. Gemma XX

[Booblet]

Hi,

You have been through so much but what you must believe is that there is help out there. My partner was an alcoholic for many, many years - it is a mental health problem, it is NOT your fault......You can get better, you must get that support. Make a date and time to do this.......dont try and do everything at once. One thing at a time.........

I rang the samaritans last year, why dont you do that now? they are so good and,they listen. please ring them tonight, they are trained to help....and what is easier is that you can just pick up the phone...are you OK with phoning?

Please let me know how you are.....perhaps tomorrow.

Try and rest now...god bless

Ollybear

[nickh]

I just wanted to thank those who have replied so quickly..just that gives me hope that I can lead a life I love no matter the issues..thank you all and I love you all