Its 12 in the nite, and I'm crying like a kid. I dono where my life is going, or what I want?? I was madly in love, memories spent together got the tears in my eyes.
Its really a painful to break with someone. I don't wish to live anymore, I dono the reason of why im still surviving
Oh Sandy, I hope you feel better in the morning. Best not watch those romantic films as well you know. Did you ever watch "Devdas?". Many films have common theme about the love you cannot have and could make you feel worse. I so feel for both of you Sandy as I think she will never forget either and she may be unhappy in her own way also.
You WILL want to live in the morning; it's just those dark hours. Take good care my friend. Gemma X
Thanx friend,
I check my inbox, keep reading the old msgs. Though I don't have idle time due to my work schedule but damn I miss her have never cried for a girl or went behind a girl to have a affair. I dono how it started off. Sorry I have a lot to say which remains restricted in my own thoughts and heart.
Yes I understand Sandy. It is good that your work distracts you and as well it is natural that you think these things and keep looking back through things my friend. It is very plain for anyone to see how you felt about this girl and there is nothing wrong with that as you should be proud of yourself for being such a caring young man. But I do understand how much it hurts when the routine stops and you are alone with your thoughts. I hope you sleep well tonight Sandy, take care my friend 
Hi Sandy
just to say that my thoughts are with you. I've just gone through a break up myself and suicide was never far from my thoughts. It will get easier, given time.
Just try to take each day as it comes and don't ever think you're alone.
Big hugs to you and wishing you a future filled with new happiness xx
It,s amazing that romance and breakups take on such proportions, and seem as if your world is about to end.It's much worse when your young and it seems to hit you hard.
I hope what I'm about to say doen't sound unsympathetic but I've gone through this many times, and I've found the more it happens the less impact it has on you. So be brave and 'remember Kismet
What will be will be, and don't be surprised if she contacts you
and it will be all love and kisses if not relax and wait for the next one to come along.
Best wishes
Jamie
Hi Sandy
I am so sorry that you are hurting so bad and I can empathise completely with you
There's no pain like a broken heart & it consumes your every thought
I had to delete old messages and his phone number as they just torment your mind also Facebook is just punishing you every time you see a photograph it's such pain for you
You are suffering so much as you are obviously a lovely caring person and when we are sensitive that's when we get hurt so much
I wish only good things for you now and in the future and there is a future out there for you but I appreciate you won't see that the way you are feeling now
Please continue to share how you're feeling as it helps to get it out your system, even if it's only for a short time
Thinking of you and sending you lots of good wishes
Lesley x
I feel so lonely looks like lost a part of me. Never had seen such turns in life. I'm shattered completly with no hope left,
Hi how are you today? I'm going through the same right now,didn't sleep last night and I just thought I would say you are not on your own
I haven't slept from one week tommorow is her marriage. I dono how people come out of relationship so easily
Oh Sandy, looking at when you posted maybe the marriage will have happened by now. This is so tough on you.
I think it is completely normal to still feel like you do and it will take a long time to heal. Some people you never forget, but you move on because you have to; there is no other way. It will fade a little as the years go on Sandy, this is not the end for you. You will come through this in the end but don't feel bad about still feeling for her. It is not as it you both did not love each other; it is just the culture of the arranged marriage and it is very tough for you. Thinking of you my friend. Stay strong as you have done up till now. We are always here. X
Sandy,
so sorry this has happened, there's nothing i can say that will make the pain go away, especially today but it WILL get a little lighter every day that goes by. Just try and focus on that if you can.
am thinking of you x
Hello friends,
Wonder what she might be going through so tough for her. I can't still imagine she is in others arm's however it's the truth and I must move on with my life. Feel like i don't need anyone in life so that I don't get hurt.
Hi Sandy and it's so good to hear from you
You are doing great and keeping strong, it's so tough for you I know
Take things a day at a time even an hour at a time & it's amazing how quickly time passes
I'm not being flippant as I'm going through the same pain of a love lost
I think of you often and care how you are doing so keep posting to let us know how you are & stay strong
Sending you love and hugs
Lesley xx
I'm strong but emotionally weak, I never open up things with other's I like to be alone and lost in my own world of thoughts. I feel life would have been wonderful if she was part of the journey. I will Move On One day
Suicide in the media
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO TAKE THE MEDICINE AND ITS FINE NOT TOO. 
I want to cry its mothers day,
its me again.. something weird happened
