A Doctor CAN lie.

[goody123]

I had a heart attack, nine months after my mother died, but I stopped smoking.

The only way I had to deal with the depression, was stimulants, illegal, then I found legal ones, knowing I could find a way out, when it became hell, being Scottish. (I'm banned from psychiatry for suggesting ways the Consultant could help - "This is the last time." was what Dr Hare said, as she banned the only patient she has/had who does not despise her.) I knew something was going wrong with my heart in DEC '12, and JUST got it across to the A & E Aussie Doctor - "Echo MINIMUM", was followed by an ex Doctor who cost me my life, by proving he was "actually more senior" at the time After sixteen ambulance journeys, I found out that "Groin injecting heroin addict" was written on my file, and a hysterical nurse persuaded the police to eject me from the hospital. But the heart problem was found.

A very kind old lady has given me access to euthanasia.

[Gambit62]

Goody, not clear but are you saying that you intend to kill yourself?

I'm really sorry to hear about everything that has happened to you and it does sound as if you have really caught the wrong end of some members of the medical profession not behaving with the compassion we normally expect.

But please try to stop and think about the people who did help you and sorted out your heart attack. I know that you are probably still in an awful place because of the death of your mother and probably very alone but please give people a chance to really hear your story.

[Gambit62 in reply to Gambit62]

Have just been through some of your other posts. You are obviously a really creative person and I'm sorry that life has treated you so cruelly. I'm really sorry to hear that you resorted to self-medication - think I have something inside me that stops me from getting caught up in that so it isn't something I really understand - think I'm just scared really.

It sounds like you have been here before ... and if ending it is where you now are then I respect your decision - though wish that wasn't your decision. I feel privileged to have been able to see some of your creativity. I know it is very dark but the poem is very good. Wish I knew more about your book.

I write as well - few poems that tend to be quite dark and happen when actually saying stuff is really difficult - but most of it is humorous - that's my way of escaping.

Thank you for your post. Thank you for the creativity and thoughts you have shared on this site.

[Yalak]

Yes, everybody lies including Doctors. All men are liars according to the Scriptures. The best to all of you is my prayer on this wonderful Sunday!