I know I haven't posted very often as I thought I was feeling much better but I can feel myself sinking again. The lovely man I was beginning a relationship with has backed right off....in defense to him, he is suffering from severe depression and stress himself and really needs to focus on him. I'm upset because I really care for him and want to be there for him but understand his need to be alone. I'm also feeling low as it's my birthday on Friday and I'm faced with waking up alone on the day for the 10th year on the run. I'm so lonely and really feel like there must be something wrong with me....I so want to feel that someone wants to share their life with me, that I'm important to someone apart from my children.
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I'm sorry things are so hard, and hope that your friend will soon come through his depression and be able to cope with relationships. I'm thinking of you in the meantime.
It is so hard being alone on special occasions. This is how I feel about Christmas this year/
Sorry to hear things aren't so good for you. It's just the ups and downs of life, try not to let it drag you down too much.
Listen to Hannah, she is wise you met the guy you were seeing, so who's to say you won't meet someone else. And not being in a relationship doesn't mean nobody thinks you're important. You're on this community, so you're important as far as I'm concerned.
Treat yourself on Friday. It's your birthday, make a fuss of yourself, go and do something you like but wouldn't do very often.
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