I feel like I’m going crazy. Nobody understands what I’m going through or how I’m feeling right now.
I have severe health anxiety, and I’m currently going through a health problem that is scaring the crap out of me.
I visited the dr last week due to problems I have been having, my left testicle had become larger than my right one, and I was getting an aching pain and swelling in my scrotum. This is following previous issues that I had which included feelings of needing a wee, pretty much straight after finishing, and feeling like there was wee still in the tip of my penis and feeling like it was going to dribble out.
The dr told me that he thought I had a case of Epididymytis and prescribed me a two week course on Doxycycline. I have been on the antibiotics over - a week now, and still every night without fail I’m getting the same dull ache in my testicles, in my groin and into my pelvis, and whenever I research this on google, it is telling me that it’s testicular cancer, bladder cancer, prostate cancer, colon cancer, pancreatic cancer, literally every cancer and I’m scared to death!
The dr has sent a referral to the hospital for an ultrasound of my testicles also but I still haven’t been contacted yet to get booked in for this, and I just feel like I’m waiting around, that I’ve got cancer and that I’m going to die and I’m scared to death.
Sorry to vent, but I just don’t know what to do, the waiting around is horrible, I just can’t stop worrying that I’ve got cancer, and I just feel like I’m in a constant state of panic.
30 male white UK