Am I going insane

I'm 18 and think I'm going insane or something I'm always a mix of different thoughts moods. So at work I feel as though everyone is judging my every move and that they pretend to be nice but there just plotting I know they are I will think about killing them all and bathing in there blood or I will feel really sad and feel as though I'm fucking worthless which I am I hate my family I just can't stand being in there company or anyone's at that I know this is allot but I am serious about this does anyone know what's wrong I have. Been on meds but they are not good for me .

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  • i have a friend in his 20's that feels very much like you do, depression, anxiety, paranoid schizophrenia, he tried taking Apo-Fluoxtine and it worked for his depression but made everything else flare up, if you feel like your going to be a danger to yourself or others then all i can suggest is to commit yourself to a psychiatric institution for a few months and see if they can help you.

  • We have a free service called that you can talk to. Have you spoken to any health professionals about this?

  • Like I will feel really depressed and worthless then I will not feel that way I'm positive and looking forward to things I just feel I don't know who I am

  • It sounds like you need to receive some psychological help. Low self esteem, social anxiety, all these can be addressed. I have helped many people with this as a therapist. If you wish to contact me, feel free to do so.

  • have you seen a doctor?