I ran out of money and got dumped.

[Raggedy-Ann]

I lost my job because I am so exhausted and have started shaking, stuttering, losing my words, can't lift....I can no longer perform my duties. I have big problems remembering what I am doing and forget what I am talking about.

The odd thing is I always thought when I run out of money I would be done with living. That changed to I want to out live my dogs. I have three little old lady dogs.

I am trying to fill out disability paperwork, file for bankruptcy and am selling my things online. I've been picking up free furniture and fixing it up and trying to sell that too.

I was momentarily happy as I had a boyfriend for a month and then he turned on a dime and dumped me. I got no explanation.

I am completely freaked out. I try to put at least one project piece up for sale everyday. If I can't get out of bed I sew seat cushions, lamp shades...

I am unbearably sad. I suck.

[Irishmexi35]

Prayers and best wishes to you

[Irishmexi35]

Be gentle with yourself your doing the best you can with what you have to work with and as far as your bf if he left on those kind of terms hes not worth missing trust me! You sound like a amazing talented person you will be just fine

[BeagleHeart]

I too am dealing with similar problems, especially in regards to sadness. I hope you're able to get on disability sooner rather than later.

[PeaceNeed]

You most assuredly dont suck. Your doing the best you can in a bad situation. As to the bf there are other words that begin with a b and f that apply to him.