I want to start by saying thank you to my support here!
It's taken a lot to reach out.
I keep trying, but so many people keep biting me....
All I want is kindness, and a little empathy twords me, but I seem to never get it in return.
I tried to help an old boss, but could never get ahold of him, I let an "asshole" slip out, and he called me screaming, saying I'm a bad person...
I never yelled, and now I feel like a bad person. When he was yelling I did use courser language, but only because of the yelling. And I bought him things like books, gave him stuff for his family. And never got anything in return.
I just want to help people.... It's what makes me like me... Otherwise I just wonder why I'm here