alone

[elfinal]

im a separated women, that lost everything, family, business, reputation, personality, everything, I tried to starts again but is very difficult, sometimes I couldn't do it anymore, is so hard to wake up and still fighting with this situation every day. I ask for help but right know I don't have any one, I feel so alone that I don't know what to do. I made so many errors in this past year that is that im invisible and no one look on you, a couple of months ago my phone didn't stop in ringing every day. right know no one call or text just 2 persons, the rest my family don't care, they embarrassing of me and I understand because for my previous errors that I made affecting every thing but psychological my business partner affecting me in my mental issues, and I was asking for help and no one help me, im the bad person in the life that no one puts attention

[Cookie2217]

Hi there. I can identify with you that you feel alone I do too I suffer with major depressive disorder, PTSD and adjustment disorder too. This is because childhood trama that I suffered at the hands of my mother who is an alcoholic that verbally, emotionally and psychologically abused me and from a father who physically abused me when I was younger in life. Then an ex-fiance physically abused me and I was also sexually assaulted so I've been through every single abuse that you could possibly be through which caused me self-esteem issues and also self-loathing issues as well. I lost everything because of my depression my job and then my place to stay and now I am residing in my sister's basement with my husband and my cat. There's no place else to go except up from here because it's the lowest point in my life right now and the hardest point in my life. I'm in this major depressive episode for 3 years now since before the pandemic and I sought out cognitive behavior therapy and then in 2023 after losing my job I was in psychotherapy as well. I'm still in need of a lot of help which is why I joined this group because there are like-minded people here who suffer with similar things such as myself and I feel comfortable here. I hope you do too and find this community to be helpful for you. The reason why I identify with you is because I feel alone and that nobody understands me and I've lost everything due to my mental health.

[MrsSippySlim in reply to Cookie2217]

I struggle with PTSD, schizoaffective, bipolar, anxiety, depression so I understand what it's like to feel alone and like no one understands. I spend most of my time at home because my anxiety. I felt so bad then i found this group yesterday and so many people struggle with the same thing so that made me feel better about my situation. I pray things get better for you.

[Cookie2217 in reply to MrsSippySlim]

Thank you MrsSlippySlim. I am newish here too and love this group already. Wishing you peace and wellness.

[EternalSunshine2323 in reply to Cookie2217]

It’s so amazing to know I’m not the only one who has been beat down by depression and trauma

Good things are coming

[Cookie2217 in reply to EternalSunshine2323]

I hope so, I really do. Praying for good things to come.

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See Elfinal, you already have a dozen friends including me that will listen, try to answer your questions and help you to not feel alone.