The Dark Time Came Again: Dealing with MDD and ECT/TMS Decision

[SilentWiseman]

I have been well for a while, but recently, my depression hit again like it hasn't hit for some time. My doctor is suggesting either TMS or ECT, as my medicine is not working as well as I would want. I have a dual diagnosis of bipolar disorder and borderline, and I have been seeing doctors since college (I am in my 40s now); I really do not know what to do to get better. No one around me really understands what I am going through, and finding people's understanding is difficult. I am unsure if I should go for TMS or ECT as the former is expensive and the latter is pretty invasive, and I am worried about having to take time off from work. Any suggestions here?

[gajh]

I did TMS. The treatment is done 5 days a week for 6 weeks. I had slight benefits that did not last. Even though I did not find it successful I still would highly encourage you to give it a try. It might be the very thing you need. It is totally noninvasive and you have nothing to lose. I was hoping that someone who had success would respond to your post. I know there are several people in the Anxiety and Depression Support Group on this site that have benefited. Maybe you could repost in that group and see if you could connect with one of them. I wish you the best of luck whatever you decide.

[designguy]

You might have your testosterone, thyroid and adrenals checked if you haven't recently because they can cause or contribute to depression/anxiety if not. My testosterone and thyroid were low and getting on the right medication for my thyroid and starting testosterone therapy helped a lot.