For last 3 days feel so uncomfortable walking. Feel like my hip is now affected and its scary. When I am driving and pressing clutch its painful. When I sit at work, its painful. When I lie in bed, its painful BUT last night rotary club sent santa round on a sleigh and my daughter was so excited - was worried she may pop!!!! She said she was going to ask Santa for money so we can put a bar up next to the loo and bath so she doesnt worry when she isnt here that I may get stuck! That should make me feel loved but it made me feel so guilty. My GP is changing practices and I feel lost as she understands my fears, if I ask a question she medi googles the answers and we learn about it together. The other GPs always make me feel like they are too busy and that I should be talking to my consultant instead of bothering them! Still full time at work. Still tired and worried about what 2012 will bring. I was a confident happy person who never let anyone get a word in and now I feel like a victim. Have ordered Xmas cards off lupus.uk so hopefully 5% of my 'friends' will go online and try and see what this is all about. Hope all my friends on here are well, managing, and happy. My wishes and prayers are with you all. Hoping you feel loved, special and important.Seeing consultant on monday - here is hoping she has a magic wand x take care
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