Well how bad do I feel now. I'm meant to be in work today on my phased 3 hours, as the extra carer on just to get back into it all. The Deputy manager's just text me and asked if I'll do 2-8!?! To be honest I think I've skipped up too much from 2-3 hours as it still leaves me absolutely exhausted and I end up sitting for about half an hour after before I drag myself home :/. And if I covered there would be no extra person.. so shift would be a lot busier!
I feel really bad and don't want to go at all now because I've text and said I wouldn't be able to manage it.. so don't know if they've got cover or not. But whichever way I'm going to have to leave before everyone else and leave them busy if they haven't got cover.
I'm surprised they could ask me actually.. I wasn't going to be going back up to 6 hours again anyway because it was way too much but my very understanding manager has now left while on annual leave and we've got a stand in until we get another. I haven't had chance to speak to her yet about my hours and what the agreement was so don't know what she'll suggest/think.. but I thought everyone else understood how things were and how work affected me :(((
Going to hate walking into that building and everyone judging me