I go to my rheumatologist every 4 months and he asks the same questions. No answers. My pain is getting much worse. I have sort of electric shocks up thru both my groins. my hips don't work, now my left shoulder is doing the same thing, shocks thru it and pain, not just in the shoulder but down in the bicep.
the doctor just says 'ok' come back in four months.
They won't give me better pain killers than paracetemol/co-codemol and diclofenic. Sometimes these work and other times they don't touch the pain.They won't give me anything else.
I feel quite isolated. That the doctors don't actually care/ or maybe don't actually understand the way it feels. Sometimes I feel quite suicidal, that life isn't worth living anymore. Does anyone else feel this? Am I being a complete wimp? I would love to laugh again.