I can remember the initial time I couldn't get out of bed and how long I was off sick. I know I'm on meds and I know it's 'still evolving'.
I still get fatigue and brain fog but I don't seem to have the same degree of pain most people on here have. And I know that's because I've had steroid injections, hydroxy, methotrexate and I'm on anti depressives. Doctors don't give these out for nothing and they must be working. I know I can't maintain a normal amount of energy in a day and have to pace myself.
So why do I feel guilty and why do I feel it's in my head and I'm just lazy?