So a stressful situation had arisen at work, I won’t bore you with the details but I was finding it hard to deal with.
I’ve been finding work quite hard and felt I was doing too many hours but couldn’t approach my boss in fear of upsetting the Apple cart as I do so much for her and not being big headed but without me she’d be in a pickle.
Then my other half job the job offer of a life time this week and as of the 1st July he will be working different hours, which will affect my job massively cause I will be needed at home more to look after our daughter (school runs etc)
So now I had to tell my boss but the stress of picking up the courage to do so has kept me awake for 3 nights on the trot!! I haven’t felt this stressed in ages.
Whilst may I add normally I do between 16-25 hours a week but for the last 5 weeks I’ve done an average of 35/45 hours a week!!
Cause I’m too nice and can’t say no.
So as you can imagine the inevitable has happened. Full on flare 😭😭😭
I’ve just got home from work and I’m on a split shift today, so I’m cooking at work tonight.
It’s a busy full house cause the Royal Cornwall Show has started and most of the guests are here for that.
I’m filled with dread for tonight 😞
I can barely lift my arms to write this!!
Sorry for the rant guys but the moral of this story is don’t do what I’ve done and left the stress get to you. It’s not good for your health.
I hope your all as well as can be xx