Probably just a moan really!!
I just feel so bogged down with this blinking illness at the moment! I’m really struggling with trying to hold it all together.
I have 2 small kids and I work only 2 days a week but a very stressful 2 days a week! I’ve got to the point where I feel I need to take a couple of weeks off sick ( im hardly ever sick from work I usually drag myself in whatever!) but at the moment I really feel I just can’t keep going like this.
I have so many hospital apps here and there (4 this week already!) and I just feel rubbish everyday. All week I’ve had a terrible headache prob caused by stress at work on Monday. The problem is it’s a really busy time at work with end of yr targets and nobody else can do my job so I feel under pressure to just keep going. Today I went to work and just went into my room and asked for nobody to see me or talk to me because I’d have just broken down and been useless then!
I think I’m just soooo fed up of this illness every single day it’s there in some way! I’m tired of it, exhausted! I just want a break, I’ve told family members I can’t manage but I don’t think people really understand. My 2 yr old is quite hard work too and I find it so hard and it makes me fed up that I can’t manage simple everyday stuff like everyone else
The thing is if I go off sick it won’t just be a day it will be a couple of weeks I think and as there’s nobody to do my work I’d only have to go back to a worse situation! So in the long run I may have to just plod on and man up!
Sorry for the moan but am just sick of it all at the mo but I’m sure it will pass! X