I have been on long term sick leave from my job of 20 years and I was put in the support group esa. After 9 months or so my employer was putting pressure on me to return, so I did as I really did wanted to return and didnt want to loose my job, even though I was constantly exhausted i enjoyed it. But after I was back only a few weeks I went into a flare total disaster. Im off now 4 months & getting ssp from my employer until Jan then I will be able to claim esa again hopefully. Has anyone here came off esa & were successful getting it again? I feel so mad at myself for breaking my claim.