So low in motivation and energy for the past few months and getting worse. Increased the anti-depressives and waiting for an effect. All I have done today is take my son to school, pick him up at 12'ish because he was ill. Put washing in the machine and the dryer.
In my defense, I did go away with the guides on a camping weekend. But unlike usual years I could hardly walk by the evening, I was in bed before any guide on saturday night and did nothing but coordinate as we packed up. Has anyone got anything to cheer me up, suggestions such as bomb under seat etc. Got to go back to work on friday and just wish I could win the lottery. I could just pop in and help or just do a couple of hours a day voluntary. I have 9 more years before I can retire!