I'm starting to get frustrated with my symptoms piling themselves on top of me, i figured i was getting some control on them hence my lack of posting. But in the last 2 months things have escalated. My rheumatologist saw me the other week and said the fated sentence every auto immunie dreads "well you look well" hmmm considering iv hardly slept, my joints are getting worse and the lovely dizzy spells and vomiting have made a return i don't think i am better but thanks for the assumption and down right closed minded way to voice it, maybe I'm being touchy but ahh well I'm allowed
new symptoms have turned up too, nose ulcer and hair loss, fandabedoze.
rheumatologist seemed to fancy concentrating on my "psychological issues" though, I'm on antidepressants and they are helping slightly but she didn't want to listen when i told her that I'm not depressed its these conditions making me this way, i have no need for your self help book and i certainly don't need cognitive behaviour therapy thank you very much mrs judgemental.
soooo I'm not sure where all my spoons have gone but my doctor's and rheumatologists lack of help and support have probably got a teeny bit to do with it. I shall plod on nevertheless