Can any person explain what i am experiencing!? I have dealt with it for as long as life - but just can't find the words to explain it!
So I think for a male to experience this is rather odd! Personally!
So today i had work again, and my experience was odd, i was so bored in a dream state like phenomenon and i was not taking everything in! I had no motivation too, either. I felt guilty! I couldn't follow what was asked of me, i was so anxious. It was so odd, these were very basic instructions. I study Maths as a degree and for some reason my anxiety was so bad i was reduced to single word answers/no word answers/fear/ and finally "please don't judge me as i don't feel like my normal self" (i didn't say this)! and it was just so strange - i was so uninterested. Some may say you are depressed. I ended up feeling pretty inferior and as though - how do these people answer these questions?! and usually i can! I am now puzzeled and in awe ultimately - what happened to common snse? I've noticed when i eat - it gets worse! It immobilise me!
Please help!? (if you can as this is the MOST painful experience)