I'm new to the site so I'm glad to meet you all! I am 40 years old and have been suffering from anxiety disorder for 20 years now. Some years were good and some were not so good as it relates to my anxiety. This year has been very trying. It started in January when I lost my cousin to gun violence, he was 35 years old. I lost my other cousin in March to cancer and she was 34 years old. I lost my Grandmother in June to cancer, she died in front of us at home. I just had a break-up from a 10 year relationship with my boyfriend. I was laid off of my job this past December and just got a new job 3 weeks ago. My anxiety have sky-rocketed to the point of no return, it seems. I can't sleep, I can't eat hardly, I feel new symptoms everyday, I think I am going to die everyday and I fear that my sons will not have a mother. My oldest is in college but my youngest is home with me. I do have a great support systme but I pray that God take this from me because I don't like thae place that I'm in, in my life right now. I have symptoms from palpatations, dizzy spells, feeling weak, heart racing, feeling faint, stomach ache, back ache, sinus problems, diarrhea, UTI, tingling, numbness, spacy feeling, can't sleep, you name, I have it and I'm so tired of it. Can anyone give me some suggestions. I've seen my doctor many times this year, been under two cardiologists care, endocrinologist care, and they all say the same thing, you're healthy, it's just anxiety/panic disorder. I just pray that it don't turn into something more serious. Please keep me in your prayers and thank you for listening!