This is what it feels like for me. I'm currently going through another dark cloud. Here's something to shame myself, yes, shame. I'm tired. I hate myself to be honest. I try to be nice and smile,but it's not really working is it? I'm f*****g awful! Doesn't life suck? My life is a joke and it's not even funny. I'm an ineffectual shit. No good to anybody. Get treated like shit too, I tolerate morons.Hence I feel like shit. In and out of jobs, get pushed around, kicked in the teeth. I'm grossly inadequate and am a monumental failure. My lack of confidence is so bad, even though I learnt to drive years ago, I never owned my own car. Driving petrifies me, with road hogs clogging up the place, f*****g slow down! I don't want to add to the misery of choking up the enviroment. I also worry a lot. My life is going to make me die. I feel like I want to go to sleep and not wake up.