I just joined here following a post. However, I see almost every people here feeling sad and emptied. At first,I used to think that I might be the only one who is feeling this way and probably I can never explain others the way I feel. I am not the kind of person who is always quite. Generally,I am very talkative and loud but there are times when I feel different. I don't have any reasons to be sad. I am fortunate to have a very good family,cheerful friends,studying the subject i wanted in a very good college. But still I don't like doing things like a normal person. I don't like socializing much,going parties,meeting friends,going out with friends. I can spend all of my time staring at walls for no reason. I like watching the mountains and hills from my college and just watching it without any one bothering me. I just like using social networking sites rather than going on a get-together with friends. Most of the time I feel like I should not be here and I just would like to leave everything here and go somewhere very far where I don't have to think about anything. I get tempered even in very small matters and most of the time I don't care about people. I search a lot about similar cases in Internet and try to match my feelings. I read many anonymous quotes and I feel like it was meant to be written for me. I feel like crying without any reason(actually there is a reason that I am feeling..I don't know what though). I feel so many things and it is very difficult to summon up everything. But i feel emptied inside. Probably being lazy has brought up all these things.