Hi All my APS FRIENDS! Well it's Election Day Eve in America! IM PRAYING to The Good Lord that The USA first the right thing! Lol.... We must be a laughing stock to Europe??? Aside from that I had a successful knee surgery! Now after 10 days I'm first starting to feel pain??? Maybe cuz I have ants in my pants and need to sit still!!! Lol... On November 10th I'll be having throats Surgery! All thes surgeries have been done thru NYC Hospitals, including HOSPITAL FOR SPECIAL SURGERY! Wow what a hospital!!! Amazing!!! Very impressed! That's cuz the Health insurance plan I have now is the best and catered to all NYC HOSPITALS! UNFORTUNATELY due to our present Administration, My insurance company is throwing me out! I basically have only 2 maybe 3 choices and will go up to at least $1000 a month! That's almost double of what I'm paying now! I know Y'all won't approve of what I'm about to tell you, but I've had no choice! I've been stashing my meds for past 3 months, by taking it every other day except coomadin! I've been on Lovenox shots due to my surgery and have never felt better!!! My doc may keep me on it he said at first! Last time I saw him he mentioned to come in after my surgeries so I can get back on Warfarin??? Lol... He forgot and I shall duly REMIND HIM! The morning headaches are gone! Yay!!! I've had to stop The Plaquinil, due to extreme NIGHTMARES!!! I have Osteoporosis back again! Had it years ago and was put on Bonita and after one year I improved and was taken off! My Rheumatologist said that was a huge mistake and I'm back on , Fosomax! I'll start that after my throats surgery! I'm not sure what insurance company I can get, or if I may decide against all insurance accept a small hospital policy, if that's even available for me! Unfortunately I'm a year and 4 months away from Government Paid Medicare and my have to sell my car, which I've tried unsuccessfully, on Friday, in order to get health insurance! I have been so upset and crying, now I must take the Bull by the Horns and be who I am and fight for my rights! I refuse disability!!! As long as my prosthetic leg works, which by the way more bad news ~~~ My leg people told me I need whole new leg! The foot has worn down tremendously and I basically grew out of it! Being that my present insurance company is getting rid of me as of December 31st, of course they're doing everything in their power to let it drag on till I'm done!!! Therefor they just denied me my rights and refused a new leg! So I shall be at hi risk of falling being that I'm uneven! If I stand still, I'm like the LEANING TOWER OF PIZA, in Italy! I totally stumble so it's just another reason I can't stand still!!! Lol... I am putting in an appeal, but not sure I'll be in time! My leg people were busy, therefore they were in no rush like I begged them to put my request in a timely manor! I shall prevail and keep on trucking!!! It'll take lots more than The US Givernment to bring This Taurus The BULL Down!!! I'll fight tooth and nail for my rights as an American Citizen!!! Last time I needed a new Cover( Half a leg) & they denied that! I called my insurance company and told them if I fall and get hurt because they won't allow me a new cover, they'll not only be sued, but on every TV Station in America! Two days later I was approved!!! I may have to fight again! It's sad to have to fight for everything !!! You all may think I'm argumentative, but being born sick kind of makes me immune to all of this! I expect pain everyday of my life! It almost like I welcome the pain cuz then I know I'm ALIVE!!! Lol... A day without pain for me is a gift and one very rare! I appreciate every day pain or no pain and shall continue to fight for my God Given Rights and be great that I was lucky enough to be born in New York, USA! I have new neck pain extremely bad!!! Maybe it too shall go away soon! Maybe I slept funny I sure do hope so! Thank You All my special friends for continually supporting me and My Precious Sister Lynn, Nanny 23! We both have our crosses to bare as do all of you!!! GODSPEED TO ALL!!!