Well yesterday I went to see the pain management nurse who is a connective tissue specialist, I asked for an appointment as I was totally confused with my ilnesses and diagnosis if all doctors explained it the way she did I think there would be a lot less confused people - basically she pointed out that I have the factors for lupus and rheumatoid arthritis in my blood which will give me the symptoms but as the anti bodies aren't yet present that the illness itself isn't full blown told me which anti bodies they would be looking for and if they present themselves then it would mean the illness has gone full blown the only illness doing that so far is Sjorgrens and aps she pointed out which anti bodies are causing the fatigue which are causing the pain how to best deal with it and how best to take my meds, I came away feeling a lot less confused more understanding and really well informed, I now feel as though I've got the right support team and was told yesterday if I've got any confusion just to give her a ring and she'll try her best to explain things to me best she can
A rather happy little person today at last