I'll keep this short by saying that I'm a 30 year old male who is not working at the moment and never really did. I'm plagued by very high levels of anxiety in my body, which makes it hard for me to function normally in many regular social scenarios, and I'll get intimidated by people and shut down to the point of being emotionally numb, and having my social brain shut off, leaving me with a blank mind, and not feeling particularly good about myself. My anxiety also severely disrupts my sleep, making it hard to stay asleep. I have a lot of trauma from my upbringing and a few other experiences, and have a good heap of PTSD. I've been through a lot, and have been mostly by myself in those negative experiences and in the mental fallout afterwards , feeling alone through the worst of it. This is an interesting experience for me to post here, and it's nice to see so many people joining to fight a common (to them) problem and working to feel good.