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I just wanted to share that I made a huge milestone in my thinking. I forgave myself for something I had repressed and was punishing myself for for about 27 years. It was complicated and I feel so much better actually. I would like to thank people on this site and others because I got hints and clues as to what was going on. I also stood up for myself assertively for the first time ever too. I believe we can heal and I can breathe better now. Thank you so much!

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Awesome encouraging post. Well done on forgiving yourself. It can be quite hard to do this but you have done it and shared about it. That will encourage others here who are maybe holding onto blame for something that was never there’s to hold onto.I look forward to reading more of your journey when you feel it’s right timing to share it.

v impressive apoligeis for being so direct in otehr posts. tired of people made to feel bad for things they can control. i had plenty of riders who were not twigs but erfrfedtife but pasted over because they were not the ballet type or plain horses.....they workde so hard......invisble3

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Hi Brig! 😀

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do i hear yes yes its the wings of an angel.....promise not to tell.(omg u people)

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You are very cute

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old grumpy (proective grizzlies) ah the angels always turn u around... an enimga gift who takes care of them.........they have thah undefinalble healing gif5

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ap;ogirs before resent innocent peoile being chewd on by society try not to readt the the shriek proted5ife of the fionas comes out.... apologies

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It's not your fault! I am feeling super. Thanks for asking. How are you?

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tons and tons are overlooked becausee the arnt elegant but can perform like troopers.........they take the cheap horses and compete bravely againt the 40000 horses...........changes thier self view and esteem....ihave to go backintothe locker room and be papa bear........dont ever by into this bs.........u worry what i thinkn ...ur my gold medal...............

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Thanks Brig. Have a nice day friend.

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u may not be the fastest ro the whatever- u had the guts to suit upanyway.......ish.......way to go

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to the nurse- wish i had the money to buy u some earned massage spa days and pampering -u earned it

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The_wOnderer

Wow! Well done! That is huge!I remember the change in how I felt when it happened to me, it really makes the difference! I'm so happy and proud of you! We CAN heal! ☺️🌸🌼🌷✨

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SuZQ154

Congratulations!!

Forgiving ourselves is so much harder than people realize. It is hard to forgive ourselves because often others are not forgiving us:) Nonethless, we all make mistakes and praise God we can be forgiven! Whether we are forgiving ourselves or others, in most cases, it frees us! You are experiencing that! Wonderful!!

What I am reminded is that after we are forgiven, we should not repeat the same thing again. We are to turn 180 degrees and do what is "right." That is the part which I sometimes get hung up on:)

So happy for you:)

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