What to do?

[cchase]

I’m getting closer to making a decision on the issue that has caused me so much panic. I know what I “should” do, the “smart” thing to do because none of us know what the future holds for our economy right now. Likely a bad recession. “Knowing” that still doesn’t make this decision easier for me. It doesn’t even feel like the right or good thing for me, mentally and emotionally. That scared me. A lot.

[Agara33]

I really understand that. Ptsd makes things a lot more complex, as well as the circumstances that made it happen in the first place. Add to that our problematic society and especially now...I think a lot of people end up where you are-facing decisions where nothing is really right and feels good and we have to make the best from what we have-face things that are beyond our limit. I’m also there I have to make decisions that I shouldn’t really have to make-it isn’t fair or deserved by anyone but that’s where I found myself. It is really confusing and frightening

[cchase in reply to Agara33]

I was never any good at making decisions! Always too worried about who I’ll disappoint if I choose what I want. It’s no different now. At the very least I wish you luck!

[Agara33 in reply to cchase]

Always do what you want, that will be best for every one in the end