Was reading a post that Jules wrote a couple of days ago and it got me thinking. I didnt reply due to being in a bad way.....physically not mentally.
The post mentioned not fearing dying. Well I have had the same lack of fear for a few years and like Jules this doesnt mean I am planning om dying anytime soon.
Maybe this change was due to battling depression or my bi I unsure.
Well thats when I made the big mistake of talking to others about this lack of fear.
My close family already know of my lack of fear of death. The others around me obviously didnt.
The looks on their faces and the onslaight of how I should feel was overwhelming.
Yep I now have a few less friends ....oh well it was worth it to find out who is really a friend.
Why should I fear death ? Surely it is the one guaranteed thing we will all receive. Like I said I do not plan on leaving here just yet but I honestley do not fear it. Yes I will go kicking and screaming from this world. This is only due to loving life amd mot the fear of dying.
Thats all of beingorbid for now.