Hello there again, Jules here.
I thought I was doing OK. I thought i had a grasp on what i am now and where i fit in, sort of felt i could go with the flow if this is the way things are an i cant change them.
I thought if i just kept trying things would be good. Maybe - well, worth doing anyway.
In one day its crumbled.
Today I was told my life had been ruined. - that the man who crashed the bike i was on and caused my injuries had 'ruined your life'.
Then a couple hours later some one else said words to the effect 'what would you know about working now'.
I thought my body was nearly normal. I thought if you didnt know you wouldnt be able to tell anything had happened.
I TRY to work hard fromm home everyday - everyday.
everything has gone to pieces
I dont know whats real now.
Could do with a chat if anyones around