Good Morning Mr Meacher,
I wanted to write to you although you are not my MP to say thank God for people like you. I am a disabled person who has tried for ten years to hold down a job and have been either pushed out or have left or been sacked from many jobs over this time due to the time I have off sick. I have worked from the Police force to shop work to try and hold down a job. I have spend the entirity of my inheritance from my father in keeping the bills paid and sold my house and bought a shared one to enable me to survive. Finally four years ago i had no choice but to claim disability.
In the last few years I have been hounded literally by the hmrc, I have had neumerious investigations into my circumstances and reviews the last of which pushed me to be suisidal and have been under the mental health team. I am just recovering from this and now we have all this again with the benefits system and you alone seem to be seeing a different picture.
I have Fibromialgia, Raynaulds, Virtigo, IBS amongst other things and suffer from severe migraine that leave me blind and collapsing in a heap on the floor. I would love to work but some days I cannot even get out bed and others when I can't remember where I am or write my own name. I would love nothing more than to have a job but sadly I know that is not going to happen, I have a little business working from home (so isolating and depressing) making teddy bears which so far has not made enought money even to pay tax what with accountant bills, NI, etc. I am not a scrounger however I am made to feel like a benefit cheat at every turn. I worry that when I have a good day and can walk and I try to go out and enjoy the little life I do have that some person will be filming me to (prove) I am a cheat. I go to bed every night and pray not to wake up to this life of hell in constant pain even on a good day.
Thank you for at least being one politition that seems to understand a little. May I ask why it is not possible for the benefit system to have disabled people on hold so that when they are well which can be for a few weeks at a time for some people they can work and when they can't the benefit kicks straight in as it is the time it takes to get back onto the benefits and the stress involved that may stop some people. In my situation I spend my entire inheritance just paying bills as the ssp does not cover bills and you live from ssp to ssp when trying to hold down a job. I no longer own my own home but a half share in one with a friend. I only claim the benefit I need to live and I would dearly love to have no benefit and work.
Please please keep trying to stop this persecution of a group of people who are all ready at a disadvantage. Weekly I am hearing of disabled people who are susidal and sadly have taken their own lives. I was brought up to believe a society is judged on how it treats the weakest of its citizens and we are failing badly in this country. This letter took me three hours to write and a lot of pain and this is a really good day maybe that will tell you how hard my life is.