i have been ill since feb just after our 3rd miscarriage and the pain killers dull it so its an ache til an intense breakthro that knocks me off my feet agony often falling losing balance! i am wheelchair bound more than 100 so metres very weak legs and arms have tp use baby cups others too heavy drop them. i need alot of care assistant in/out bath help in bath dressing toileting cant cook clean anything etc my poor hubbys trying his best! depression anxiety real bad cry and have the dreaded thoughts get panicky! docs believe m/e and fibro are my problems awaiting consultants decision 3rd dec my main concerns will it go away pain ease other effects go and know sounds stupid all ive ever wanted do is be a mummy can i will i with this?!
sick of no one understanding when i muddle things up forget things cant conetrate or as ypu cant see the pains aches odd painful sensations pins needles stiffness etc that it doesn't exsist amount of time i've been called a drama queen faker it hurts. how do u cope i do try ignore still gets into my mind.
thank u all xxx i have read so much kindness support gives me hope