Hi all I wasnted to say a big thanks to everyone for all their supposr in the last few months.
I finaly have control of my life again. I am still battling the depression but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I was so stoned on the meds I could not think straight and so I have taken the decission to stop all my meds for a while and see what my body is telling me.
The pain is higher than it ever was and I am not sleeping more than two hours at a time but remarkably I feel like me. I can think straight and have confidence in my decissions (not had that for a couple of years).
I know I will have to go speak to the doctor about the pain but I want to give my body a chance to do its own thing as it has been about 6 years since I have been on meds and I think it will do me good.
I feel alive not just surviving.
Big hugs to all those who gave be the support I so badly needed xx