Hi all I wasnted to say a big thanks to everyone for all their supposr in the last few months.

I finaly have control of my life again. I am still battling the depression but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I was so stoned on the meds I could not think straight and so I have taken the decission to stop all my meds for a while and see what my body is telling me.

The pain is higher than it ever was and I am not sleeping more than two hours at a time but remarkably I feel like me. I can think straight and have confidence in my decissions (not had that for a couple of years).

I know I will have to go speak to the doctor about the pain but I want to give my body a chance to do its own thing as it has been about 6 years since I have been on meds and I think it will do me good.

I feel alive not just surviving.

Big hugs to all those who gave be the support I so badly needed xx

2 Replies

  • Well done on getting your positive attitude back after a harrowing few months.

    are you going to try gradually reintroducing any of your meds?

    Take care and it is so lovely that you are sounding so happy

    Julie xx

  • Lovely to hear you can see light at the end of the tunnel I hope you get on top of your pain soon.

    Take care Lesley x

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