Its now been two days and night without sleep i'm tired and confused but every time i lie down i just get this sense of fear and have to get up again. what on earth's going on now? i know i usually suffer with sleep problems but this fear thing!!!
my mind is soo confused and i'm having to really concentrate while writing this as i'm having to correct nearly every word. this morning ended up putting sugar twice in my tea, boy did i have a sugar rush. was nice because it kind of got be back in gear for a while.
i think i need some domestic help to get this place back in order looks like a hurricane has just passed through lol.
if i don't sleep tonight i will have to see the doc, because i can feel my hands are beginning to shake. great thats all i need.