I knew by painting fences yesterday i would be in agony last night and today so why do i do it ?????
well because i feel like i can do all the things i used to and i can that is true but it is the after effect that gets me al;l the pain etc i cant believe to pain i am in my neck my back my whole body but still i go and do it
i think in my mind i say to myself well it may not affect me this time i may be ok ?!
but it alsways does and the trouble is it is affecting me more and more and making me feel worse !
so i really should spread things out as most of the things i do can wait they have not got to be done that day they can be done at a leisurelly pace , but i get something in my head and have to do it there and then
a memeber once said to me she used to be the same as me BUT she wore herself out completelyand now she cant walk hardly at all !!!!
so i think i really should listen but it is very hard with this stuopud invisible illness to not dothings when you still seee the reflection of the girl who was ??11
oh well justr got to pop to asda today and take something back to the shops and thats it love diddle xxxxx