I received news yesterday that my father who is 90 has been taken into hospital and is in heart failure. They have drainned a lot of stuff from his lungs, even so he is feeling very rough. That having been said my twin bro who lives near my father is adamant that I shouldn't go up to Surrey (I live in Devon) to visit father, I am astonished that someone can think this way, I would never forgive myself if anything happened to my father and I hadn't taken the rouble to go and see him. I managed to get away with having a splint and not a fibre glass plaster but on my wrist -( i've cracked my scafoid), so I can drive, but I think I may take the train. I know it will take a lot out of me both emotionally and physically, but its the first time there has really been a serious health scare with Daddy. My brother is a total controll freak and shouts like anything if he dposent get his own way and trewats me like a five year old and incapavlle of anything sensible. Its a huge long and very very boring sorty which I won't both you with here, only to say we are a pretty disfunctional family and things are cvery taxzing.whenever I have anything to do with them.
Sorry for the ramble - just hurting a lot physically and worried about what's ahead of me.
muchly dottii xx