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I cant really remember what i was like befpore i had fibro it just seemds normal to me know that i cant do things anfd if i do i mess myself up by doing them it is strange how you become a different person and live differently . well you havre to i suppose you have got no choice you cant do anything else can you ???

i think it ids funny how like yesterday i was wobbling all over the place but 3 years ago i wasnt dooing that . how i used to decorate my whole house in a week alkone and used to ache a bit for a day or so but just glossing a 7ft by 9 ft room now feels like i have painted buckingham palace !!!

oh well i am sure there are alot of you who know what i mean and are exactlly the sane ,

oh welliam now off to get dressessed fir the day and no i know i have been out with the dog i always get up and put my tracksuit on then get dressed a couple of hours later as the weather so changeable at the min lol

but i will let you into a secret whenb the mornings are dark i do go round in my pyjamas lol as they look like trousers anyway but shhhhhh dont tell anyone

love diddle xxxxx

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My trouble is I can so remember my life before. Up until May last year I worked fulltime as a nursery nurse in a childrens centre. A job I so loved the kids where amazing some had such hard lives and they just loved every opportunity that they were given. i had some great work mates to. I used to run around with my grandchildren take them out and have all 4 to stay when they were all under 5. That was a happy tiredness!!!!!!! Oh how I miss that life now I feel useless spend most of my time resting and in pain that never ever goes away. Sorry to moan just hate my life at the moment and often wonder whats the point anymore.

Anyway you take care and have a good day Sue xx

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hi no i quite agree i have 2 grandsons used to have them stay for coup;e days and like you say i was run ragged but a different titired i too used t be a courier driver used to love my job it was so enjoyabl ebut i no longer work and very raraely have the kids to sleep which i fee bad but it does do me in bjt never mind like you if you sit and think too much you get quite depressed dont you oh well the thing is this i the hand we have been dealt so we just have to get on with it rustrating as it is oh well you take care love diddle xx