i feel as though this thing has taken everything away from me, and i don't know if i can really cope with this anymore on top of everything else, i really don't. i just don't know who i am anymore. what ever title i had i have lost. last year hubby went year before lost my job and all down to this stupid illness. on top of everything my son now tells me he wants to quit uni, with only one year left to go. i just feel if i had still been working and been able to go and visit him more often while he was at uni, he would have still been inspired to to carry on because i was pushing on through.