I have been suffering with Fibro for 7 years now, I have fought so hard I am at the end. My mental health is now suffering. I have pulled away from friends, I dont want to bring them down. I hadnt realised how bad I had got til a family member said about it at Christmas time. Since then have been waiting for appointments etc. Anyway, I had an appointment at the Jobcentre re ESA. My daughter came with me, as soon as I sat down this woman started barking questions at me, I just sat and bawled like a baby. I just couldnt help it. it shook me! I didnt know where it came from. I thought it was a one off, but this week I had an appoinment with people from the mental health group. I walked in, sat down and bawled like a baby again. I was terrified they would think I was nuts. One of the questions was, what did I used to be like!. You know, I sat there and just couldnt think. Now at home I know I was a strong, beautiful confident woman that loved life. Now I know why I feel like I do. I miss me. WHere have I gone? x
Content on HealthUnlocked does not replace the relationship between you and doctors or other healthcare professionals nor the advice you receive from them.